Simply put, my attempts at dropping 20 kgs over the course of a year and the things that accompany it. The obsession with every factor involved in fitness, the compulsive calculation of calories and the psychological discipline required in understanding yourself. Losing weight, getting fit - it's an extreme sport.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
People with weight issues
disorders (eating and drinking senselessly, without knowledge of nutrition,
eating for emotional comfort, greed and boredom) makes me realize the
value of looking after oneself and the dangers of not being disciplined
enough to control what one wants to do in life. How can the body's greed
dictate things to the mind - why should I eat when I don't want to, when I
have made a decision not to? That's the reason I should not have to
struggle with issues such as eating chips at night. So, tomorrow, no more
eating what my mind has said I should not. No more chips.
Chips
happened before I gorged on them. Have to repair this bad habit - the
reward I'm already reaping (peanut butter for breakfast).
Friday, December 25, 2009
too much of chips at night
nachni chips at night. Stop it. Must stop it, it's developing into a
bad habit.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Chips
are NOT healthy, nachni or not.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Overdid the post-workout carbs?
good idea of how much to have from Niti.
Don't treat yourself like a dustbin
Today I ate up the half-finished pack of yogurt lying since god-knows-when
in the office fridge.
Rather, I should have chucked it into the bin and opened the new pack of
yogurt I'd gotten from home!
Really.
I had started to be careful about this but slipped up today.
Remember - chuck it rather than eat it.
You're wasting food - that's insignificant. Tonnes is wasted everyday.
It's not even waste - it's just a pattern of use.
And anyway your body is not a dustbin.
It's precious. Put only the best things in it.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Chana binge
lunch is happening. Becoming too lax in habits in all sorts of ways. Must
check it.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Have to stop eating chips!
have "earned" it, NO MORE CHIPS! Eat fruit or yogurt instead. Sorry.
Two lunches
This means that I eat lunch at about 2:45 or 3:00 PM. It also means that basically I have increased a meal in my diet. I need to consult Niti for this. Lunch does feel exceptionally heavy at 3:00 PM, especially on non-workout days.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Carbs again! See the signs!!
Non-stop squats training!
Next target 300 straight!
And final target, initially with breaks, is a total of 500.
Also got the new hydrolyzed protein shake - supposedly the form in which it can be absorbed fastest.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Carbs yet AGAIN
carbs. Must avoid eating at night casually. It's not casual consumption.
Even during the day take small measured quantities and eat.
Good thing is I added a meal at 11.30 between breakfast and lunch, after an
8.30 breakfast - especially during workout days this is the right thing to
do (probably even otherwise).
But this recurring issue of eating TOO MANY CARBS AT NIGHT, both on workout
and non-workout days, is getting to be a VERY bad habit that I'm not
shaking off easily. BATTLE STATIONS on this one now. NO CARBS AT NIGHT!!!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Eating portions
This has started to change a little bit of late. I've been eating up to the point where I feel I can't eat any more. Maybe it is to do with the issue of good nutrition to build muscles, but even so, this should not be allowed to happen. That may mean more frequency of small meals (including a lot of protein), but every meal should never ever feel like I cannot eat any more. It should fall 25% short of that full feeling.
In essence, small and more frequent meals but equally importantly, cultivate that habit back again of understanding that a meal is not about feeling full - the job is done for nourishment much before that.
Very important to keep in mind. The way to keep doing that and also get enough nourishment/protein is to ensure high quality meals and more frequent meals. Must eat every 90 minutes. Meal-snack-meal-snack-meal.
Untimely eating
bad eating habit that is not about satisfying hunger or good nourishment,
it is about eating for pleasure or eating to de-stress; about munching on
something, which is intrinsically a bad habit.
Secondly it throws eating plans put of gear, this affecting the correct
meals for a workout.
There is too much of this irregularity in eating happening. Must check
these bad eating tendencies to one stay comfortable (rather than feeling
stuffed) and two to ensure that a good eating lifestyle is maintained and
the body does not get used to senseless indulgences (like the carb snacking
at night which was addressed yesterday but took effort to resolve, even
after all this while of sensible eating).
Monday, November 23, 2009
Resisting carbs at night!
Now, despite a healthy meal of chicken and some beans and yogurt, I'm feeling the withdrawal pangs of not being able to binge on nachni chips particularly, or even chana.
But I'm quite proud of myself for resisting them tonight despite now knowing that I'm in shape enough to cheat and despite the fact that I did go to the gym for 40 minutes of gentle cardio. The issue is not the calories but of reverting to bad habits and eating not to satiate hunger or for good nutrition, but basically for pleasure. That has to be avoided at all costs.
I'm glad I'm relearning the lesson. It's so easy to fall back into bad habits! But pat yourself on the back - and reward yourself with peanut butter in the morning :-)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Totally inappropriate eating MUST AVOID READ CAREFULLY
Really, really stupid. Back on the sensible diet now. I'm lucky I didn't get a stomach upset. Really.
Thankfully the weight is off and you're where you want to be - with the kind of eating habits you've kept up in the last 2 weeks, you'd be hard pressed to lose weight. Let's enjoy a little bit of food here and there but let's be sensible about it. Don't screw up at NIGHT!
And see the pattern - your last 5 posts have been about the same thing!!!
CANNOT DO THIS. Strictly to be avoided now. Sensible eating every 3 hours and sensible snacking in between.
And drink enough water.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Overindulgence at Dinner!!!
nachni chips at dinner. Cravings becoming common at dinner, must control or
fill with other carbs like cabbage or salad with soup. Also have light
dinners by having an interim snack (apple/salad) before dinner if there's
going to be a delay. Doing stress-relief eating for dinner. Must avoid,
it's a recipe for disaster. Indulgences during the day only!!!
Ballistic eating :-)
protein shake, chicken and 2 big toasts (from Breadtalk) with cabbage, then
had nachni chips, a mango yogurt and then a glass of milk. Wow. Okay to do
once but not regularly, not at night.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Overeating at dinner
later at night, when there's less time to digest it and the body stores it
instead.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Out of line in Bangkok!
2-3 hours and avoid the really bad stuff.
Enjoy the clothes and the attention instead!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Peanut butter and lazing up on workouts not on!
Work on improving the body. Then when you get back, swimming lessons so that you can swim twice a week for cardio fitness.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Missed gym again
Monday, November 2, 2009
Fat start
on that. Have a little, but not so much, especially on a cardio day.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Respect - keeps you motivated. Stay focused and don't overeat. Eat small meals every 3 hours.
It was good meeting you and aloka..thanks for the call and your time.
regs, nitin
Breaking rules: eating at night
day - but reinstating this: no more chips after 6 PM! After dinner carbs
very specifically are OUT!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Overeating!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Missed workout and carb snacking during the day
20th, 24th and the 27th October sessions, went for the 22nd October
session, perhaps unwisely so, for a legs workout. Will next be working out
on 29th October.
I've also been snacking on carbs during the day - usually just chana and
boiled corn, but adding carb to the diet. Only good thing is it's been only
during the day. No carb snacking at night over the last two days, which is
a great thing. Stick to it.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Nachni chips problem
Sunday, October 25, 2009
PS
Getting slightly lazy? and Replace bread with roti
Generally speaking must lessen the bread and increase the roti intake instead. More roughage and less maida (even brown bread has 10-20% maida)
Friday, October 23, 2009
Dinner too heavy
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Lavash at night!
Carbs at night - the best way to lose shape on that body you've worked so
hard to get.
You've had a easy week with a little bit of cheating, now back to the
basics.
Any cheating to be done during the day. The night is for sleeping!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Indulgence over dinner and no workouts
And don't miss the next workout.
Also, now I'm getting serious about learning swimming by 31st Dec, 2009.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Disciplined Diwali
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Out of rhythm
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Old habits die hard
needless snacking!!!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Chana at night
consumption at night, especially at least 2 hours before going to bed.
Ankle twist
during a 10 minute run at 12 kmph on the treadmill after an upper body
workout. Have to be careful and warm up for a run even if I have worked out
in the gym.
Being prudent and missing the legs workout today to rest it. Discretion is
the better part of valour. Fitness is about next year, not next week.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Too little eating during the day (pre-workout)?
day? Very important to eat well balanced but nutritious meals pre-workout
all through the day, or else I end up compensating by eating more
post-workout (which means I end up eating more at night than during the
day). Not ideal. Eat well, especially the pre-workout meal. You're no
longer in weight loss mode. You're in muscle gain mode. The better you eat,
the more power you will have and the better you can workout.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Creatine
non-stop squats meant I had to go easy on the cardio yesterday!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Late lunch!
Must not allow this to happen again! The mid-meal snack should be much
bigger in this case. Work on it and pack it with you. Or carry a protein
bar.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Supplements
Monday, August 10, 2009
Up by 4 kgs
Carbs at night comfort
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Transgressions
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Motivation!
"jazzz, now have not been to mumbai in ages, and geez do you look fit!!!! if I passed you on the street I might just walk by!!!!"
Roshni on FB
Overeating at lunch
Friday, July 17, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
The idea is to maintain my weight and increase some muscle mass, while returning to normalcy in terms of eating, which would include the occasional indulgence. It would also mean eliminating an obsession with the diet and replacing that with a balanced mindfulness towards what one is eating.
This may mean I'll get around to eating right rather than eating too little to effectively fuel a more powerful workout, but while trying to find a balance in nutrition I may put on a little bit of weight. Have to be mindful of that and address it if it does happen. More importantly, the comfort one finds in eating well may trigger a return to the bad habits of tending to overeat a bit during meals or during mid-meal snacks. Or worse, to such habits as snacking in front of the TV at night. So have to watch that very carefully.
Have to also be mindful that this eating well diet is meant to fuel the body for an improvement in the workout and in muscle mass. Once that mass is gained, I may have to scale back. Regulate the diet to the activity. This also means I can eat more on workout days than on non-workout days.
Eating well means eating the right kinds of food, good protein and overall, the diet must still be low in fat, refined foods and sugar. Eat more chicken, fish, egg whites and good carbs. That'll help put on muscle while keeping you lean. The occasional, twice-weekly treat should be kept as such.
Also, Smriti and I are trying to cook to stay in a satisfied but healthy state of mind. Just steaming some vegetables yesterday to have with some smoked salmon made for a nice dinner with the soup.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Have moved the workout to the evening anyway. The benefit of that is that dinner can include interesting stuff such as bananas or white bread/pasta and additionally, the protein shake, which is always a treat. So there is no reason to binge on chips at night.
Once in a while an "aware" treat is fine, in fact necessary. Such as one meal a week and the caramel popcorn bags that I so enjoy during movies. And in general, the holiday has allowed me to relax in terms of the quantity of eating, so I can eat more of the good food groups. Besides, not to forget that I'm indulging in peanut butter every morning. So life's good. Just keep up with the workouts and keep an eye on the scale.
But don't let bad eating habits creep back into your life.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Panic buttons!
of having few options. Dinner being fried chidwa and fried peanuts? When I
could have had a protein bar? Sugary coffee - two-three cups every couple
of hours? Goes beyond license and may make coming back on track difficult
esp in light of the holiday treats. Must check this abuse immediately
wherever possible. And from Sunday, plan out the meals! Healthy eating
returns with a vengeance - for 2 weeks before weekly treats start.
Weigh yourself at the gym!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Ever since I got back I have cut back a little but still not out totally, having peanut butter every day for breakfast with an extra toast. And of course, all of this without having returned to my workout yet. So I will have missed more than 3 weeks of workout before I get back to the routine. In all of this I have put on over 2 kgs. It's been only so much and not more because we have been walking a lot on the holiday, especially in Vegas, Frisco and NY.
But in a way it's been good to get over my fear of putting on weight and begin enjoying myself while also staying fit. I was getting to look too thin and also becoming fairly obsessive and paranoid about staying away from fattening or refined foods. From now on, one odd time I'm going to be treating myself. Ice cream or dessert is also an option once a week (but no more).
So hopefully I'll stabilize at a kilo or two more than I'm presently at and stay there. Importantly I should make sure that my weight does not fluctuate much. This more free state of mind may help me consume more of the good food groups and especially protein so that I can put on more muscle in combination with training.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Carbs at night
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Eating at night
watermelon bowl despite having had yogurt and some chana as well!!
Another important point to note - must reduce the diet when I miss a
workout.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Relaxing a bit
Treats on workout days during the day! No carbs at night!!! Follow this!
The challenge is to stay at 77 for the next year.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Stomach bug
Friday, April 24, 2009
Overeating at lunch
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Impulse carb eating at night!
It's okay as a one time treat only - don't let it happen again! Comfort yourself by all means, but try fruit. Or a small portion of chips with a glass of milk.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Unmeasured breakfast before workouts
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Rewind - unbelievable.
Wow.
The only ideal thing I now have to add to the mix is cardio once or twice in the week, enjoyable cardio like swimming. And keep enjoying the food lifestyle.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Too much snacking, too much delay between meals
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
77 Kgs with 12% body fat
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Complacency, finally?? Stay motivated!!
In this case, it's to do with soya chips. Those things are NOT healthy, they're full of oil and pile on the bad calories.
Also with the new workplace, the 4th day aerobic workout every week is seeming like a tough call. But that's the challenge to cross. If you can manage to maintain fitness and motivation during a tough working phase - and use it to destress - the battle is won.